Jenna and Mindless

This is So Out of My Hands

Ok. So I said I guessed Keith and my friendship is over and I really don't want it that way. I wish we could put everything behind us and take things from now and go. Unfortunately he seems to be siding with Jamie and Monica and I really don't want to get into it again. Let's just say that he only heard one side of the story and that is their's, he hasn't called to get mine or Jay's. The other day I got a phone call from Keith and I hesitated in picking it up. It turns out that his phone must have been in his pocket and it dialed me for some unkown reason. I went to listen to my message and it was just a whole lot of mumbo jumbo and change rattling around. Normally, I would call him and leave a quirky message telling him to lock his keys and stop leaving 5 minute messages on my phone. I didn't feel I could do that anymore. I have to say I was also disappointed to hear that it wasn't him calling.

I don't want to beat this horse to death but I guess I have to...the tickets were expensive but it was a small portion of my damn taxes. I have still have plenty leftover and I even lent some to people who I know who needed it. So I think that I managed my money pretty well. Ok...I don't even want to talk about that anymore so that is the last time.

Keith I have never not appreciated you sticking up for me and for that I have always been greatful. Jay admits that you were the one who I could count on the most in the crew to be on my side. I have never denied that and I never will. I thought that if you had a problem with how I spent my money that you should have came to me personally about it and not say in the manner that you did, I know you even said that on your blog. Do I want our friendship to be over...no. But I don't want you to take the one side that you heard as gospel. You only heard my angry side over the internet and if you want to work this we need to talk it out. No yelling or bashing other people, just you and me and and everything will be civil. I am sick of this nonsense and I don't want to lose any more friends.